Thanks ladies. I knew you all would understand. I have been plain miserable since the phone call. I have been trying to calm down ever since. I don't know which I am more of hurt, angry or just plain sad.
I know my grandmother didn't mean to hurt my feelings but she did.
It keeps reminding me why I don't hang around my family anymore. Everytime I do, I get hurt somehow.
Here is a question for all of you, when you do let your guard down for one second like I did today, do you kick yourself up and down for letting it happen? How do you deal with the feelings after? I just don't know what to do with myself right now.
UGH! Why do I let them do this to me?????!!!!