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Old 11-20-2006, 12:38 PM
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Well Wendy,
I try to not let my guard down anymore and am trying to start fresh and build a new life.....I can't change anyone except myself so after going through the worst year of my life alone I now know they are not worth my tears!
I was not visited in the hospital or offered any help by any of them....I am called a drug addict for taking my pain meds for a serious back condition but they sit around and smoke weed, drink beer and pop xanax for recreational uses...gimmie a break! Sometimes its best to just cut ties with certain people....its not like I asked to be born into that family.
Sorry you are hurting....but it will get easier with time.
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Back injury 1999, PN,DDD, Spinal Stenosis, Arthritis, Chronic pain, Lumbar Fusion 6-06, Pain Worse then Ever Since!10-10-06 Arachnoiditis! CES! now numbness from waist to thighs, bowel, bladder paralysis, self caths, chronic constipation. Left sided weakness! No appetite depression! Bed 22 hrs day!
Under care of PM 3 years. Diabetic, lost over 100 lbs was 300+, now 174 lbs. Normal labs, diet controlled!
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