Thanks TK...
well I tried to call one of the other managers to cover my 7am..but didnt reach them..so I went in...but reached her...and she came in at 8am...I came home and slept...for two+ hours....

Overnight my right leg and arm kept feeling numbish...if I wasnt having this crap for 8 years...I might have thought stroke was happening...either way I woke still numbish...I can use them..but my leg is weak feeling...and at work...I didnt feel I would handle working thru lunch rush...without being more with it...my words were off too.....so I covered me....too bad I dont have sick pay days....oh well health is more important then money right...

well also my mind has wondered about all the things I would LOVE to get done around the house...have let things pile up so long...clothes to go thru and sort sizes of kids...for the little ones....my bedroom is clutter mess...dust room....

and my body needs to be better in shape...just overall feeling like I am letting go of me...just to get to and from work...and tired of this..thinking maybe if start some yoga..or walking...maybe it will help me with more energy....just dragging and living unhealthy eating..and such....not enough time in a day to do the things that I WANT to do....time with kids..etc..

ok gotta go...rest some..then sort thru some clothes...just tired of feeling so old when so young!!!! limping around...and not enjoying life....or not having enough time to enjoy life...blahhhh sorry...

hugsss all, sarah