Please, if you see me doing something wrong, holler at me. Like am I supposed to be replying to my own posting.

After that first flush of excitement, two nights ago, I awoke the next morning and jumped right into the forum. And an odd thing happened. I got cold feet. I remembered that I dropped out of the forum I was in and I remembered those guilt feelings. I was a deserter. I'm thinking that the onus is still with me. I want to thank those of you who were kind enough to welcome me aboard. My feet are warming.

I haven't gone into the Parkinson's forum yet. The trepidation must be overcome.

Keeping these postings short. So many things I want to say. Got to figure out where to say it all. Been through a lot and I have got to figure out how much of it was covered in the past. Started reseaching past messages and so many memories have come to life. Not that they were dead but they were definitely dormant.

Enough for now. Just wanted to keep the spirit going.

BC