Hi,
The old board is still there, if you need it, you know....hope you're able to get through this bad time..come back and see us whenever you feel like it.
Um..Lisa's right, though, maybe you should PM one of us, if something sinister is going on, whatever it is, best to tell someone (pleeease?)...
Take care, take your time, you're more than welcome to PM if u feel like it, hope you feel a bit better soon,
all the best