I don't know where else to turn. I've been up all night praying to Saint Christopher to give me the courage and strength to make it through the day today. I have to drive around 400 miles today for my job. I'm an accountant and we acquired over 300 pizza parlors. The former owner is from the old school and went out and visited them every month and we don't want to shock them by stopping this tradition right away.

The partners think I can do this. I told them I don't think I can. I have a hard time staying focused and get lost easily even with a GPS. And I have to drive on the Atlantic City Expressway which I'm terrified of. I have to do this because if I don't I fear it's my job.