I really feel like I'm drowning. I can't explain it better than that, but I'm losing it. I will probably be better in a couple days, but my life has gotten so out of hand and overwhelming that this keeps happening every week or two and I can't take it. I do NOT know how to get my life under control again. I have no clue and no brain left to figure it out. I am sick of blindly sleep walking through my life stumbling into obstacles constantly.

Sorry I'm not more of a participant here and sorry I'm not very supportive. I wish I could be, I care about all of you so much and you are all so much a part of my life, but I don't feel like I'm a part of anything anymore because I just don't have anything left of me to share.

Disclaimer: this is just a vent because I am supremely frustrated, I am not depressed or suicidal.