From reading the few posts here - I think the perception is that this is a comparision on whos the worst.... I dont think thats the point - for me the importance of knowing that each of us struggles and manages to get thru every day - in SPITE of what we are dealing with (which are obviously many different manisfestations of the same disease) can make us stronger by gaining a bit of strength from each other....... I find so many of you so strong and give me inspiration to continue when sometimes I dont know how I can - but I do - cause we all are .... and can lean on each other for suppport.....