Thanks for that Vini - after reading it - well............. it confirms kind of what I do know deep down - I don't have much of a hope. After hitting my head 2x in the space of 5 weeks back in 2001 and trying to work full time and being short staffed and doing the work of 3 people (too bad about the quality of what I was doing!) etc etc, then husband leaving me, house sold, best friend dying of cancer, brother having cancer surgery all within 6 months I guess I am lucky to be as I am now - groan!

Lynlee