Hello and Welcome to Neurotalk, Fuzzy!! You will meet many great and supportive people here who I am sure will be more than happy to help you if they can!!
I'm sorry to hear about everything that you have and are currently going through

, I really hope you get some much-needed answers soon and that you start feeling better.
Here is a few links that may be useful for you but please feel free to visit any of the forums!
Depression link -
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum37.html
Medications link -
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum72.html
Link to the home page -
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/index.php
If you need anything, please don't hesitate to ask, I am more than happy to help you in anyway I possibly can.
Take care of yourself and I look forward to seeing you around the forum more soon!!
Alison