Patricia, I can understand how you feel. For years I wouldn't take Mestinon, since I would overdose on it so easily. Instead I coped by limiting activities, resting, and taking extra vitamins. But finally the MG worsened to the point that I had to take it, and I can't imagine being without it now. It is my very necesary crutch.
Lizzie, don't worry, just put it down to the MG mental fog we get. Talking about forgetfulness, I can't even remember what we usually call it!!
hugs,