I'm 19 years old today. I really couldn't tell you if I'm excited and happy, or I just don't care. Birthdays for me have been a terrible experience every year (i'm surpised I haven't heard my mom say 'well you dont deserve a birthday' yet')
I don't know, i thought maybe if i shared with my NT family, my birthday would be kinda better then it has been.
I have to work today 2-10 at the pharmacy so i really wont be doing Anything today other then dealing with grumpy people.

and i'm getting home so late that everyone in my house will be asleep.
I just want a
happy birthday for once. I feel terrible posting this because I feel like I'm just complaining