no you sounded more like Deb lol, My apologies to all who use wheel chairs or hover rounds, didn't mean any offense with the terminology I used.

Thanks Kay and Cherie, I have been thinking about upping the dose Cherie, just hesitant because 3 mg really made me tired. Kay I know I need to try using the chair, its just really hard. I am not ready for it mentally, I am really having a hard time with this and am not ready, what ever you want to call it, I don't know, ego is a problem but its more than that, embarrassed, ashamed, at almost 47 years old this wasn't in my game plan, I know none of this was in any ones game plan, not even sure i could look deb in the eyes using one of those at a store,

like i said I am having a tough time on this, more so than the cane. this is almost like an admittance, a form of finality, yeah I know I'm being ignorant in some regards, but regardless of my ignorance it is the issue i have to circumvent, I'm scared.

thanks for letting me get some of this out