Dear sweet Ali, that is just so terrible. What you must be going through right now, I dread to even imagine. Are you alone in the house?

I daresay you'll have heard something as I type this to you, and I pray that when you do hear, that it will be good news.

It's hard not to feel guilty about things said, or things unsaid at times like this, but just remember that your grandfather loves you, and I'm sure that he loves your dad as well.... no matter what has been said.

I'm sure it's the pain in your heart making all these things rush through your head. Please try to remember that they will all be exaggerated at the moment, in this time of such anxiety and distress.

I can well imagine how your poor head must be feeling right now.

If you're alone Ali, and just waiting for a phone call, please know that I'm online if you want some one to talk to.

Sending you much love and praying for your grandfather, you and all of your family.