Shijo,

I know it's tough to want to quit, but YOU are worth the effort, especially since you're going through some health issues. Alcohol can really wreek havoc with our bodies. Sorry this is especially tough since this is a way of life, and how you spend time with friends. Right now might be a good chance to go to a meeting and meet some new friends.

It's all about making a day to day decision to not drink. Best of Luck.