I had a wonderful..

response, all typed and ready to punch send, when my DSL went out again..
I so understand what you're going thru. I was lucky and took the transition from walking full speed ahead to cane, to seated walker to outside scooter, to inside scooter to crapola..
Kay is right, Franky...get over yourself and use everything that's available to help you live your life to the fullest. You will be happier, believe me and your family will be less fearful of your falling and stuff.
Good Wishes..