Hi Ali, I am so glad I checked into the forum. It has been quite some time. I am so sorry for you and your mom and nana's loss. This is the hardest thing in life to do but if you look around you and watch very carefully some beautiful things will unfold during this time of saying good-bye. Your grandpa was no doubt very proud of you and how strong you are in life. You must have given him so much. Your love has not boundaries. I will be thinking of you and praying for you. Take very good care of yourself. ---jo