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I know exactly how you feel. I'm so so glad it's all over but in reality it's only beginning.

It's not dreadful it's just how we feel sometimes. And I certainly know what it's like to find words. I'm having a really, really hard time in that area and it's not stupidity. You try to say things that are "right" and try to be so careful that you can't think what to say.
I hope today is a better day for you. And I bet your smile was beautiful.