I had my 6th Tysabri infusion this afternoon. I came home and collapsed on the couch and fell asleep for 2 hours. When I woke up I had a low grade fever, nausea, headache, some dizziness...just general cruddy flu-like stuff. But hopefully it will be like the 2nd time around (same feeling after the 2nd infusion) and I will be feeling back to normal in 2 days. I certainly hope so. Today was hard. There were a number of people in the MS clinic who were pretty bad off, including the 3 other people getting Tysabri with me today as well as some in the waiting room. Not only do I feel for them but I also worry about my own future sometimes. Maybe I'm just extra prone to stress because I'm feeling pretty darn crappy right now.

I snapped at the DH because I wanted to control the remote and snapped when he tried to move my laundry out of the laundry room. Hmmm....pretty clear I'm not feeling in control right now with this MS monster. Trying to keep positive!