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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Tampa Bay Region, Florida
Posts: 456
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Tampa Bay Region, Florida
Posts: 456
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Nervous Wreck!
I don't need hear this!
I have just gotten back from CCF (Cleveland Clinic
Florida) for the Neurological issues, because of
the degeneration and acceleration of the progressive-
ness of the Epilepsy & Neurological declination.
I already have MVP with regurgitation which has
worsen. My chemistry and hematology is a mess,
my organs is all out of whack, I have so much more
on top of this, now down to 88 lbs and dropping
and it's like I'm beating a dead horse!
What do I get when I return after coming home?
I now am SCHEDULED to have to have a very special
scan on one of my breast. *sigh* This FRIDAY! I mean
do I get a break here? I already know my prognostics
is not good, not a surgical candidate for anything, I
do not need this... I already had - TWICE - in the uterus,
what they thought was cancer, turned out to be benign,
and just recently had the mammogram, and now getting
this?
I perform the self-examination all the time, and I feel no
lumps, no nothing, nada, nix, nothing! But yet, they now
see it on the X-Ray? I can almost "swear" their machine
was in "malfunction junction" (or wished it was) ...
Do I get a Time Out here?
I am a nervous wreck right now, just a few more days,
and I do not even WANT to go. As far as I am concerned,
"if" they do find something, they are not going to be able
to really do anything anyway. I fail to see the point here.
My body physically is breaking down, while my spirit is
high, strong willed, but the toil of everything has moved
on its own destructive path.
All I see it doing is adding more stress upon me, putting
me into an emotional upheaval. I'm just a young, nearing
at middle age. I'm about ready to throw in the towel.
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Sharon
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" Vujà Dé - The feeling you've
never been in here before!"
Daily Feedbag of Zonegran, Clonazepam, and Folic Acid
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