What gets to me is if I was not studying the medical field, if I was was completely ignorant to the medical field and laws, I would probably literally die by now. She wanted to jump me up from a 50 to 100mg in one sitting when SHE KNOWS how hypersensitive my body is. SHE KNOWS that she needs to be slow with uping my dosage. SHE KNOWS BETTER. And yet she fails to read my allergies, and she insists on jumping me up there.

I am not ok with that. If you are a doctor I expect you know what you are doing. I swear I have to be the doctor now. I have to be the one who says yes this can be done and NO THIS WILL HARM THE PATIENT. I should not have to do this. I should not have to know as much as an RN to get taken care of. This is total Bullocks. Completely inexcusable.