Julia,
Thank you for your sweet reply, it's much appreciated.
I agree with everything you have said in your post and know with my heart your so right, as many others out there I'm sure would agree that at times and after many yrs sometimes the faith and inner voice kind of get lost or buried under all the pressure of the day to day pain and stress.
That is one of many reasons why it is so nice to see a story like yours and know that there can be successful outcomes.
I hope you continue to come around and get to know some of the others here on BT2 board, I'm sure that it would be as benificial to you as it would for many here.
Bless you and thanks,
Linda