I know what you mean, I talk to my family about some things, but some things I hold back, cos if I told them everything, they would worry. Thats why its so good to come here and talk, we all know what each person is going through.

I agree with the why now, why me. I had just turned 30 had a great job, and was looking to doing all sorts of things, wow was I in for a surprise!!

Remember that even though someone may have different problems to you, you have to deal with the problems you have, and to you at that moment in time they are very real and you have to cope with them. I still sometimes try to think my symptoms are "all in my head" and if I ignore them they might magically dissapear, then I take my 10 or so morning tablets, and that brings me back to earth

Hope talking helps, and if you feel like you want to send me a PM, I'd be happy to talk
take care
redtail