Hi, Dottie...I do understand what you are going through at this time and I know it breaks a heart apart. Stand strong - you CAN do it. You have a chance to actually do something for your grandchild and that's a start. I pray for all of you - especially for your son, because when they need the help so badly they really don't know what they're doing/saying or what is right or wrong. And I pray for strength for you, too. Your baby will be fine because you will give her so much love. Just snuggle her to you when you have her - what a wonderful gift for her. I'll light tons of candles and pray and have my friends pray, too.