I appreciate everybody's responses. Just posting this was a huge relief for me because now I know you understand. It also helps to know that I am not alone with these types of feelings.

Me BP?, now you have me running the theme song from cheers through my head over and over and over .

Mrs. Bear, I don't know where I would be without my therapist, p-doc and prescription meds. My dad would have called me a nut for seeking the support of doctors and meds to put my life back together. I know there are people with their miracles cures and magic wands. I never did believe in that stuff. On the other hand, it used to really annoy me when doctors would tell me that I was depressed, etc. I finally gave up and decided they were right.

Thank you Bizi and Mari, and the rest of the members for making newbies feel safe and feel like we belong.

Hugs

Julie