Dear Bobby,
I apologize if this is a dumb question, but have you had basic blood work done in the past few months -- like thyroid, iron, . . . .. ? Maybe it would be good to get a check up.

Sometimes, something chronic can turn acute.
I hate to think that you are beyond help.

I am amazed at your coping skills.
That is great that you have a bipolar friend that you talk to every day and it is great that you are keeping in touch with the pdoc and the tdoc.

And I am happy to hear that you are eating again.
Food and sleep are good.

I've got nothing to say about money.
The state of stock market is beyond any words at this point. I wish the market was good and I wish that people had money for what they want.
Worry about money can be debilitating.

Mari