OH yeah, I hear you. Just went through the whole thing myself. Dx in 2005, sx started 2003, and got undx'd and redx'd just this year. All that testing..... grrrr....

It's embarrassing to have to ask for help, but you do it when you need it. I understand that too. I've been at the point of government cheese giveaways and WIC and only having $5 leftover from a paycheck with a small child. Survival is much more important than embarrassment. You'll get over the mind hump. Just close your eyes and make the leap forward. You are NOT a beggar!! That is why they HAVE those programs.

Hang in there, Seara. It's an ordeal and all you can do is ride the waves one at a time.

We got your back!