hi doxie (Pat)

for the longest time, I thought I was the only one to feel that way, being alone in a crowded room because I see so many people laughing, joking, drinking, talking in the crowded room and there I was, sitting by the corner by myself...just taking it all in...

then as I have learned throughout the years....a lot of us have felt that way...

I have a deep feeling in my heart that you are going to have so much wonderful inputs here in this here them forum....

I am so looking forward to them...((((BIG HUGS))))

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Alpho, I can hear your laugh...love your voice...love you...

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you know, that time when I was close to doing "it" the last time...

I was in a crowded Bowling Alley...laughing and joking with my teammates...

deep inside, I was plotting on how I was going to end it...

it was one of the most empty moments in my life...yet, there I was, in that crowd, hoping to leave people a wonderful impression of my last moments...

weird, huh???

((((BIG HUGS)))) for the room...