Ugh that sucks!
I have no clue where my lesions are, but I have a good suspicion I'm not being 'told' or 'shown' because, I'd probably react just as you did.
I do suspect that I have them in the brain stem specifically, thus the types of symptoms I experience (the loss of taste that I mentioned I experienced as well, Trigeminal Neuralgia, etc).
Absolutely you have the right to cry! It's a release and needed sometimes. Take care hun and feel better soon.