I wonder if Lara knows that we put up the tree on Sunday and, as always, I thought of her.
I wonder that, for the first time in ten years, I didn't put up the tree and miss my beloved goofball...but I watched my son decorate, sipped my hot chocolate, listened to the music and sang some of the songs...and missed him. I wonder if he knows that, for the first time since he has been gone, putting up the tree made me smile.
I wonder how Doody is doing and if Alffe has this snow and ice...and how confusing it would be to me to have Christmas in the summer. LOL.
I wonder how well I know how hard this time of year is for so many, and how I wish for everyone peace and a moment of joy.

for everyone