I'm in the same boat. I wish I wouldn't have been so selfish when i was younger. It was always about me making money and spending it on me. I had fun to be sure and I wouldn't change everything but I should have gotten serious about getting married. Gonna be a long shot now for me too. I am trying to make myself feel better by getting rid of all my debt and saving, saving saving. At least I hope to be able to buy some help when I really need it later. Pretty pathetic.
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Keith - dx'd 2/07
rebif 3/07 - 12/07
relapse 2/08
copaxone 3/08 - 11/08
relapse 5/08
relapse 10/08
rebif 2/09
Minocycline 6/09
Not a damn thing 7/09
"Where's my Uranium PU36 Explosive Space Immune System Modulator?"
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