Kelly - You are not being a cry baby at all. You have brought up a valid concern that many of us have regardless of our "relationship" or "medical" status. However, I really believe that you will never be alone as long as you don't "allow" yourself to be alone. There is always someone there willing to help out.

I will say though, that I would much rather be alone than have a husband/boyfriend that is not supportive at all. For me, that would be far worse than being alone.

I get what you are saying about the kids. There is no way that I would want either of my girls to feel they couldn't do what they wanted in life because of me. So I understand what you are saying.

I don't have a big plan for what I will do when DDs move out other than living with DBF. If I start thinking about all of it, it overwhelms me and I have to take a step back and just deal with getting through today, tomorrow, and next week before I can think that far ahead. There are far too many, What if's. But, like you, I have the same concerns.

Besides, Kelly, you do have all of us for support and you know we all just love you.