The nurse just left my home to start getting everything set up for IVIG. 5 days in a row, then 1 day a week. My doctor gave me an emergency script for ativan, I know to be very careful with it, but at least it is making life bareable until I can get on an antidepressant.

I had a little extra money left over and had a woman come over to help clean and she did an amazing job! God lover her!

The clouds are very slowly starting to drift away.

Thank you all so much. I was very reluctant for many years to join any kind of a health chat board. Almost all of them have people that just kind of complain and like to comiserate, which makes me feel worse actually. I'm so very glad I was picky and waited to join this one. You guys are great - I'm here to stay!