Angi you are most welcome...you are a part of this forum family now so it's important that you continue to talk to us about what you are feeling. We can't help you if we don't know how you feel.....and it's waaaaaaaaaay too soon for you to be feeling anything but wretched!

I'm the survivor of our son Michaels' suicide 19 years ago...I refused to "talk about it" so I was just stuck in an awful place for years. I don't want that to happen to anyone else.