It's even worse when there are young children left behind...what an awful legacy to leave for the children. You are so right COK..no one will ever know why she did it..but they surely will be asking for a long long time.

*"After the fact, we wonder and we wonder and we wonder. "What if?" we ask. "If only?" we ponder. "Couldn't we have had just one more hour or one more day to talk them out of it?" "Isn't there something that could have been said or done that would have made all this pain and agony unnecessary?" We wonder,...we wonder."

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*Suicide The Forever Decision by Paul G. Quinnett

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And we will continue to ask until we are satisfied that there are no answers to that question...that we will never know...that our "job" is to go on living and to try to let others know the horror of suicide to those left behind....~sigh