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Nikki, I hope you can feel the love, and prayers surrounding you...
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I CAN, and it is amazing..........
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and you know what dear, typing that out may have been one very good, very great step to feeling better on the subject ..truely...therapy in itself....
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Oh I'm sorry dear Nikki...that was too painful for you to share
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It was indeed painful to share............ I continue to see my therapist for 2 reasons. One being the horrible nightmares I have had for these past 9 months, the other being my reaction to snow. I didn't know the two were connected, intertwined-one. Now I do.
Sharing with you earlier, gave me the strength for me to share with my sister... I think you are right ((sabi))
it is healing. By sharing, putting a voice to my grief........ instead of keeping it in, so it can consume me..........I am able to wait. I am finding a strength in me I would not have thought possible.
"Give sorrow words; the grief that does not speak whispers the o'er-fraught heart and bids it break." ~William Shakespeare
Dad did not share his sorrows, his grief............. As hard as it is, I will.
I thank you all from the deepest region of my being for all the support you have shown me, the love you give freely, and for giving me this place - you...my safe haven. You have helped me more than I could ever put words to.