Hi Keri,
I'm so sorry you are feeling close to tears these days. Those roids can really mess you up. My first round was right after the traumatic diagnosis (out of the blue) and I was weeping continuously for a few weeks. Have you tried some chocolate? You are a brownie junkie if I remember correctly, right? Cuddle up on the couch with a pan of brownies and watch a good movie.
I'm glad you've got an appointment lined up at JH. It sound likes they are taking really good care of you. And if you have to reboot a second time, well hey, no problem--it wasn't too bad the first time! Also, remind yourself that they haven't run out of options yet!
Take care,
Natalie