I don't have a whole lot of minutes right now... gotta run and catch a bus with haphazard schedules... so... emmm.
i just wanted to say how happy i am for you. i only read your first post not the other (yet) but i am so glad you are getting proper encouragement and reinforcement ...
well done on the work you've done to establish finally this comfortable a rapport with your pdoc... something similar happened to me, it was like an epiphany of sorts where i was able to "really get into it" after many ups and downs and confrontations direct and indirect.
i am so glad for the reinforcing experience in group... and i add my voice to what they said about your hospitalization... i had read about it in another thread but i don't think i replied to that one.
anyway... way to go! keep up the spirits and the good work!
~ waves ~