Red Penguin: I was officially diagnosed in April of 2007. I had symptoms in 1995 and 2003, however it was not official until 2007. My neuro said to me back then that I would be able to handle the MS a bit better as time went along and on the day that I did not think about it at all was the day I had accepted it. I know realize that walking through this journey is like the Stages of Mouring of a death of a love one. The loved one was your body. I am now in the acceptance stage and moving on. It has taken over a year. I had the pitty party, I blew up the baloons and had a cake. Several people attended with me. I was angry and said "Why me." I bargained with God and with myself. Allow yourself these stages. Allow your family these stages. This is a big deal. You are young and like the rest of us were likely a Type A person and were very strong and energetic and productive. You will come to accept it, but it draw on your inner core of strength. If you don't have a faith, find one. This site is going to offer great support. Surround yourself with positive thinking people. After you have moved through the stages, have your words and thoughts announce your recovery. By that I mean, continue to profess outwardly that you are well and vital. You have been diagnosed with MS. YOu may have it, but it does not have have to "have you." Sure life is different, but the sooner you move through these stages the better off you will be. You still have great deal to offer the world. This is NO TIME FOR SHAME. You are courageous every day you face this challenge. God bless your family.