it is hard...but you have to do what is the best thing for you and your health.

be very proud of yourself.

you don't have to give them an explantion. you can let them know you are looking for a different course of treatments. what meow said was great : I am looking for a different kind of treatment that you do not or will offer. I am looking for a treatment that I am aa active participant in and that does not fit in with the treatment style of this office.

i am so sorry they caused you pain. ((((wendy)))