Hi Melody:
I am sorry that the winter holiday season makes you feel sad. You do so much for everyone else's spirits with your postings, that it is a shame that this happens to you every year.
I always look for your postings and it has seemed that I haven't seen many lately. Maybe I just wasn't finding them in replies to others.
Keep going for those cheering cups of coffee every day and maybe have one in the afternoon too?
Shirley H.