Thanks Mari.

Is it maybe something like you subconsciously don't want to continue taking meds you think? Or is it something to do with them more directly like they are making your memory and motivation less efficient? I have been on abilify for five years now I think, at least and I am finding my memory isn't perfect, I seem to forget things even if I wrote them down. Can you set them up to auto-fill? Walgreen's has that and I don't use it but I bet it might be useful to you in this situation since you don't like to make the phone call.