((Gazell)) I am glad you asked this question. I hope you come back and check in with us

For all of you who have answered.... is that fog, or darkness you explain, could this be the same thing I am trying to express? I can't explain it, I am going along with my struggle, over my loss of Dad, and daily loss of Lynn..snow and nightmares.. etc.............. I am doing pretty well. I can see laughter and joy despite the grief and pain............

And then bam, I am where I am now................ I feel like I have the worst hang over, yet I have had nothing to drink. I want to read the post, but I find I can't. I want to be happy, but I can't. Whatever it is, I don't like it one damn bit.