I may be positive a lot here to support others, but I have so many many days...feeling as you describe.. then I have to read here...or chill a bit. But truely if you ahve feelings let them out... if you feel tears let them out... be angry with the disease that is ok!! then let it go...think of positives in life... and concentrate on what the disease hasnt attacked on you... things you can do and enjoy.

hugsss truely I know how you feel, I am having issues this past year now about just not wanting to continue easily. wanting to say I quit to work and just all this pain and issues. so I dont have many answers...struggling with it too...but if you see me chipper here...trust me I am not always that way..

hugsss and good cheer to you, sarah