{{{{{Nikko}}}} you're right. This too shall pass. You've been through so much already and you certainly don't need this. But it's best you find out now so you can get the help you need. You need to sleep (I should talk ) and rest your mind and your body.

It's okay to cry. You need it let it all out and let it flow.

I'll be thinking of you Thursday and I'm hoping that you get answers.