Hi Nikko and thank you for the hugs. I am actually okay with things. I don't need family in my life or people around me all the time to be happy. I was alone most of Christmas today but that is okay for me. When I compare this day to the Christmases of past with all the fighting and hurt feelings I consider myself very blessed to have a peaceful day today. Christmases do not have to be filled with the things most people see them to be. People seem to think you Have to be with family, you have to do this and that when you don't. Today is just like any other day for me and every other day are usually pretty good days. Today was a good day for me.

barbara