My therapist, I call him Dr. Terrorist said I have accute clinical depression due to long term pain.
No kidding!!!!!
I wonder what your doctor would do if he lived in your body for one hour.
You need a hug. Can't do much else but I can give you a cyber hug.
Since you can't go down any further, let's hope that 09 bring you better relief than 08 did.
I really am praying for you.
Melody