Firstly... welcome to NeuroTalk Soliloquise. I truly hope you get the answers that you seek.

I feel for you, especially being pregnant and having all of this to deal with. I'm over 40, and a christian and I don't fit your other details either, but that doesn't mean I don't care!

I also take strong pain killing medications, but I'm far too old to be having babies and I can only begin to understand the fears that you have for yourself and your unborn child, but especially the baby.

I truly hope you get the answers that you seek, but even if they're slow coming, please keep in touch Soliloquise.... we do care here on NeuroTalk.