Oh Rosie, my heart aches for you, it truly does. I just hate that you are having to deal with all of this and SO wish that there was some way I could wave a magic wand and make things all better but I know there isn't unfortunately. I just hate that you are having to deal with all of this ... you don't deserve to go through any of this, you are the best friend anyone could ever wish for and are always there to help others when they need something even though you are going through a lot yourself
Please know that we are all here for you and anytime you need a shoulder to lean on, we will be here for you because we DO understand! I really hope that things get better for you soon and that your doctors find something that can help you
All my love and if you need anything, I am here for you!