Clearing up, Pete you have so not been a bad friend to me, I feel like I let you down too so we can wallow in our self pity together over being sucky friends! I hate to hear you this down though and I worry about you. Just keep re-reading my signature line at the bottom and make it your mantra, it works for me. Do you need me to arrange a shipment of magic brownies??? (that was a joke people, if I had them I'd eat them )